I was stood up Saturday instead of just waiting for two hours, I outlined part 2 for my book. (Yes, making the best of my anxiety, time, and my Nanowrimo prep.)
So I waited hours for the bozo to not show, and I was frazzled. What made it worst was when I gave him a chance after he begged for it, and I told him it would NOT work with the distance. Then after two hours of waiting, saying he was going to be there, he texts me saying: it‘s not working for me.
So what do my muses do? They nag me to write about it, and put it my novel I am working on. 3350 words later I have a scene to add into my story. I know it’s before nanowrimo but I wanted to write while all feelings were fresh in my head. The migraine was worth the Saturday night of writing.
Thank you . . . Muses (in no particular order )
I like my head it is usually organized and set for my muses.
However with my depression and anxiety and ptsd, it gets very chaotic and messy.
Its hard to find my ideas organized anything.
I’m wondering how my muses are working.
Maybe they escaped to secret haven in my head. . .
I have read two books in the last 12 days and wrote 9277 words in the last 5 days.
I just hope I can keep this up. I want to get all of the parts done.
I have changed my genre to thriller/ drama/ and adult romance.
I hope to go back to paranormal, but not at the moment.
1. The Indifferent Busy People
The one group of non-supporters that I don’t mind are those who are just indifferent: The indifferent, busy people. I have them in non-supporters, because they aren’t usually going to lift a finger or encourage you one way or another. (Key word: usually) I have met a few like this, but they are usually very busy. They usually work 60 plus hours a week or they have many hobbies or lots of friends/clients.
- They don’t care what you are doing.
- You have your thing, and they have their thing. Actually they are probably grateful that you are into your own thing so you can leave their thing alone.
- They are busy with their life, and I think they expect you to busy with yours.
- They are probably the people you meet through a friend of a friend of a friend or at some sponsored dinner party.
However, keep in mind, they may be the type to keep in touch with as they will be the type to have the greatest network of connections.
Personally, I admire their work ethic and determination. They are very focus, and it’s very inspiring.
I am going to add a section on here called Writing Confessions. I will show secrets parts of my writing mind. . . like one of my happy places, my process, my issues etc. I hope it helps others to see in the mind of a writer.
Okay since Sunday, I’ve had a bad head cold. . . and since last Thursday inner ear issues. . . It has been getting better. I have learned a few things. . . (LOL)
- It’s okay to write in between naps.
- Coffee is a fluid. . . keep lots of fluids.
- And people leave you alone when you are hacking up a lung (They just don’t want to get sick, I wonder why?)
On a serious note, I have been working on my writings when I can. I am not sure if I am writing every day for at least 75 minutes, but I am caught up on my word count so far. Yay!
However my cabin buddies aren’t every talkative. It’s okay more time to write.
I want to write . . . it always takes longer. . .
Why I am so easily distracted by this site (EP), and facebook. Now I have until April 21st until EP pauses. Facebook just isn’t the same. . . still I deleted the drama.
Now I have a guy who is a good distraction.
I should shut the Internet off and just get to writing.