There are nights where I will read or write all night just to see a few moments of cloudy colorful bliss. That perfect light that brings the hazy sky and foggy, misty ground together.
I currently do not have a constant table or desk to sit at while I write for hours. I’ve had a lot of stiff necks and achy backs reaching around to write on the bed.
I’ve been hand writing 90% of the my work waiting to get my new cord, but the problem is my cord hard to find, and once I get my cord, my computer will overheat on the bed.
I’m trying to make the best I can only believe it will get better.
I like my head it is usually organized and set for my muses.
However with my depression and anxiety and ptsd, it gets very chaotic and messy.
Its hard to find my ideas organized anything.
I’m wondering how my muses are working.
Maybe they escaped to secret haven in my head. . .
I finished my catfish story. (for those who are not sure what I am talking about . . . Catfish is a TV show on MTV in which one long distance couples who are questioning their partner about why they haven’t met, usually get the chance. . . But there is usually a catch. Nev and Max are the hosts after it happened to Nev. )
Catfish is someone pretending to be someone else online or lying about who they are. Catfish from urban dictionary
I believe I was in blocked catfish story. I chatted with this guy for over a year . . . he helped me through a lot, but we lived in different states and we’re both going through a lot of drama in our lives. However one day he calls me up, says see other people, and then good bye. When I wanted answers, he blocked my account. I believe he wasn’t telling me the entire truth about himself and that is why he was catfish.
So I thought I would get creative and write an ending to try to give me closure. My muses took me through some twists and turns, but by the time I finished the story. . . I was still into him, lonely, heart broken, and flustered. (I really am a writer when pictures and words made fall in love.)
I plan to type this story up when I get my computer fixed as thst it is 25 pages long. (Yes, hand written.)
I guess I need to look at it this way, he was there when I needed someone, and it made an interesting, twisted, story.
I feel like I am a chaotic tangled ball of yarn. . . I have all of these ideas entangled together. . . and with my not synced sleep or lack of sleep it has been hard to focus on one idea of the time.
All my muses wanted my attention today. . . I got about six hours of sleep in two choppy sessions, but it was enough to seem to have woken all of my muses from their deep vacationing sleeps. Introduction: My Muses. . .
I am happy I do not have writer’s block. I love having the extra time. I think I am going to make a list and try to work as many projects as I can while my muses and I are awake enough to focus.
- Blogs: Personal/writing/Naughty
- Letters and e-mails
- Novella Chapter 6
- Finish Reading “Grey”
- Work on “foodie” project
- Short stories
However I need more sleep than six hours in two divided choppy cycles.
If you need me I will be working on some kind of writing. Yay.
I am very happy that many people are liking my facebook page http://www.facebook.com/Rebekahquinne
and liking this blog. . .
I hope to post a few pieces this weekend.
What is going on. . .
- I have been helping friends with babysitting and remodeling their house when I am not writing.
- I’m also very addicted to coffee.
- However now I am working not one but two projects. They are quite the opposite in style. I would call one an erotic thriller, and the other a bloody epic tale.
- I also am trying to discipline myself to make sure I write something everyday and get to post on this blog at least once a week.
- I’m also trying to read and research more.
- I have been and I still am working on recovering from some personal issues. It’s been a rough six months. I hope to write a story or two from it.
I’m giving myself daily goals. . .
- Excerise daily (whether it’s you tube or just a walk)
- Write something everyday
- Read something everyday
- Eat better
I have read two books in the last 12 days and wrote 9277 words in the last 5 days.
I just hope I can keep this up. I want to get all of the parts done.
I have changed my genre to thriller/ drama/ and adult romance.
I hope to go back to paranormal, but not at the moment.