Links to my pages


Writing is my number 1 passion. I write short stories, poems, novels, and blogs. Genres I’m interested in are but not limited to . . . Horror, paranormal, occult, spiritual, romance, modern, suspense, thriller and drama. (I have worked with some erotica, but with another pen name.)

These are the links to all of Internet me (but the naughty part)

Facebook page




Smash words

Deviant art

Good Reads

Old LiveJournal


Nanowrimo profile


My health blog

My Cooking Blog

My WordPress blogs

The Whispering Path my first attempt at a novel

Update July 2022

I sit in the middle of the storm of my mind….No roof …no desk….no computer … No pens ….all the paper is blowing in the wind.

My mind looks like feet out after the party of the year .. I do not remember any of it. However everything is shredded and simply needs to be thrown out and refurbished and redecorated.

Since the beginning of the pandemic, I have not been able to be productive.

Not with short stories, not with notes for my longer stories.

I haven’t even had the focus to read long stories of others work. It’s felt more like work than pleasure.

If it was going back and forth with my boyfriend, I would not be writing anything at all but lists and my diary.

I’m beyond flustered and depressed..

I have not finished NaNoWriMo or Camp NaNoWriMo in almost two years.

My health physical and mental have been pulling my energy and attention. I really need to get back into my creative process.

*sighs* I just want to get back into my creative bliss .

It’s been a while..

It’s been a while since I have been writing. . . I will admit this kills me deep down. I will admit I miss my characters and my worlds. (I have so many excuses in my head to why I do not write, but biggest one is my health. . . exhaustion, no focus, discomfort, and the bit of energy I do have goes into cooking.)

I get maybe a good day, maybe two out of a month. I try to get some writing when I can. However I haven’t really gotten any thing finished or started for that matter.

I’ve tried to write in Camp NaNoWriMo in April, but I couldn’t focus, and I was fighting exhaustion.

In January-March I did post a short story in a contest, but I didn’t win. I am trying to work on a contest on

However. I can only get a bit out and I get distracted or exhaustion or both, grrrr.


If it wasn’t for my amazing, creative, patient boyfriend, I may not be writing almost daily at all. Yes, he is real. (I’ve had several ask.)


(I do not normally post this stuff on this blog. . . here is a blog about my health. . . if you want to keep up. . . )

My health issues. . .




Between my PCOS, my diabetic meds, (side effects are crazy), and scheduling therapist and doctors for my hysterectomy. . . I am get exhausted and overwhelmed so easily. I have complex hyperplasia, and if I do nothing it can get cancerous. No one wants that.
I am really fighting health physical and mental. I was okay, until my doctors said I need a hysterectomy. I’m 39 years old and have no kids. I’ve also had writer’s block for several years.

I will post more about it in my health blog. I’m sorry that I haven’t been on here more. I hope to write more soon.

2022 Goals

I posted those in 2020, and sadly they still fit. . . I just added a few notes.

  • I want to read more. I will make a list of books and stories, I want to read soon. (Stories really need to pull me in. . . It’s hard with my location to simply read. . . I keep getting interrupted.)
  • I want to write more and post on my blogs and writing sites like wattpadd. I also like to find and try some writing contests.
  • I want to research publishers. I also want to look into self-publishing.
  • I need to edit and get Driving Lies out for more readers.
  • I need to finish book 2 of my Vampire or work on Book 4 and 5 which the vampire war.
  • I have better writing patterns and no more writer’s block! I want to work more with my boyfriend and finish a project or two.
  • I also want to have at least one blog on each of my blogs each month.
  • My word count goal is 500,000. I know it’s less than years before but I need to focus on the publishing part, not writing. Writing is my bliss, but is it worth anything if no one reads it?

Some where I also have to find time to exercise as well.

Things I have learned in 2021

  1. It’s hard to write when you cannot focus due to pain and health issues. . . I have PCOS, arthritis, gout pain, and depression. I have been trying my best and my boyfriend did help me write a few stories just to get out of my head. I managed to write 504,551 words. . . diary, blog, stories, lists etc. It averaged 42,046 words per month. (It wasn’t my goal of 600,000 words, but I am impressed that I got that many.)
  2. Writing and my boyfriend are my bliss. It’s a double bonus that I get to write with him.
  3. I’ve learned that I need to be comfortable to get my writing done or I regret writing awkwardly and get extra pain, and then I am down for several days.
  4. I write better when I sleep well. (Some nights are better than the others; I noticed I am usually tired by 7 -9 at night.)
  5. I am trying to get inspired by everything around me. . . including my inner demons and my locations to inspire my work.
    I am even thinking of writing a health blog.

December update

I’ve been focusing on health and family this month.

I had an outpatient medical procedure early this month. I had never been under anesthesia felt like I was resetting my phone, where you turn it off for several minutes and then restart. I felt like my brain did that. I’m still three weeks later trying to re-access several projects in my head.

I know many fighting colds, the flu, and even covid. I’m fighting extreme mood swings and heat flashes. Depression really sucks and it was mixed with writer’s block.

I have three ideas that are simmering in my head…..yay!!

My creative boyfriend has been pulling me into a few projects to get my brain working again. I’m very grateful for that.

I really didn’t get the goals I wanted done this year. It’s been a year of healing and struggle.

I think next year I’m keeping all my goal too the K.I.S.S method….. Keep. It. Simple. Stupid. I will post my goals for 2022 in another blog.

I’m alive and working on alot of notes at the moment. I’m trying to get energy and motivation to really clean.

NaNoWriMo 2021

November is NaNoWriMo which main goal is 50,000 words in 30 day. . . Out of 11 years, I have accomplished this goal 8 years.

This year I wrote 25, 960 words which mean my personal goal of 25,000 words. I have been deal with money issues and health issues, so I have a lot on my plate.
I had two projects that I wanted to get on the computer, both notebooks got finished. I still have to work on the ending of both pieces, but I did accomplish my three goals.

I dyed my hair my dark red for it, which was my reward.

In December, any writing this month is extra bonus to my yearly word count. (I have a medical procedure next week, and I’m not sure of my focus or energy level.)

I realized that I’m just over 438,000 in my yearly count, so I will not get to my goal of 600,000 words. I really fought myself with writer’s block this year. I did write a few short stories and put them in a few contests, but didn’t win: at least I tried.
Next year, I want to finish three projects, and edit two of my main projects.

If a new project really inspires me, then I will more than happy to write it out.
I do hope to get 600,000 words, if I get motivated and inspired, but we’ll see.

Meanwhile, I am focusing on some personal issues and physical healing.

New Book Review

Over the last few weeks, I have been reading the book The Spiritual Meaning of Numbers by Belle Motley
(Amazon link.)

If you go to her site you get a free gift.
I am a fan of free gifts.

This book pulls my attention, because I keep seeing repeating numbers: with the clock, my games, even repeating numbers in my tarot reading. I would see 11:11, 1:11, 2:22 etc.

I also have seen and still see a few random numbers often: 8:17, 5:16, and 9:13. Now 5:16 and 8:17 are the birthdays of those I know are deceased. I know that they are watching over me. However I have been seeing the repeating numbers on my clock for months. I am curious as to why I keep seeing these numbers.

I have always been interested in numerology. In this book, you can break down your birthday and your full name and find many different things about yourself.

This book is written at an advanced level: it reminds me a bit of a college level textbook. It is fun and very interactive. She is very knowledgeable in her angel numbers. It is a good resource to have for those who need to know the meaning of numbers. Numbers have their own language, I believe spirits and angels both try to communicate to us with numbers.

She even explains how to meditate and pray to communicate back with the angels and spirit guides. This would be a very good resource to have on your virtual bookshelf.   

I enjoyed how she explained that you can break down multi-digits for example. . . I see 9:13 I have seen that on my clock off and on for years, ever since I was a kid. What is very weird is that my numerology numbers are 1, 3, and 9, weird huh?

9 (cause) Give to receive, completion of cycle, (Sagitarius) Letters (I, R)

1 (core) beginning, move forward (Aries) letters (A, J, S)

3 (effect) Express yourself and release (Gemini) letters (C, L, U)

Other combination. . . .91, 13, 93, 19, 31, 39, (Note: I’ll actually be 39 within the next few weeks, on the 13th, so this is even more bizarre.)

NaNOWriMo 2021

It was eleven years ago from years that I had first decided to do the writing challenge.

Ten years and at least sixteen challenges (including writing camps) later …. 786,631 words were written.

Many of the challenges, I was victorious. I’ve done it through migraines, carpal tunnel, and other illnesses.

This year I will admit I am rebelling.

My goal is only 25,000 words. However I have two projects I need to finish getting on the computer and that my priority first.

I have enjoyed the challenge, the word sprints, the hot cocoa and candy with writing.

I still plan to do NaNOWriMo as long as they have it.

My NaNoWriMo profile, always seeking writing friends

My Bliss and Camp NaNoWriMo

There is something about sitting at my computer and just typing.

Sometimes I have my music on and just let my reality slip away.

The moments in which I focus on my characters and stories. It’s great!

It’s my bliss. . . I miss it.

I miss how I can just escape and yet create.
I am just so distracted and fighting pain whether it’s physical or mental. . .
I keep giving myself stupid excuses not to write.

I need to really write soon. I am trying my best to do Camp NaNoWriMo in July.

I have carpal tunnel and its very common with writers. I am supposed to get surgery, probably by end of the year or beginning of next. I’m just very worried and scared that my hand will be worst or not work as well once they do the surgery on it. However I drop pens, I dropped the pan the other day, and my fingers are throbbing, achy or just tingly numb.. I just want to write without dropping pens.

I want to be able to write and work on NaNoWriMo without so much pain.

I am not giving myself a huge goal this July on Camp NaNoWriMo. . . Just 20,000 anything over that is bonus.

I have four doctor appointments. . . my hands, ankles, and eyes are my biggest issues.

My NaNoWriMo profile

Try to Focus

I decided to put Facebook aside and focus on me and my love of writing.

I’m just really intimated by all of the author’s claiming them publishing their 2nd, 5th, or even 10th book.

I have books finished, but I just can’t get the guts to finish editing them.

I think it’s my fear of being rejected. I’ve just been stood up at least two dozen times, and rejected finding a better place to live in the last five years, so I can’t be rejected by my writing too.

So, I have decided to focus on simply my love of my writing for the rest of this year.

  • No pressure of goals
  • No extreme word count
  • No pushing having to finish the novels

Just simply writing.

Once I’m in a better place, I will tweak and edit.

Hopefully, publish them one day.