What I want in 2018

  1. I want to write as much as I .
  2. Be less distracted so I can focus more
  3. Finish driving lies (one chapter away)
  4. Finish the broken path
  5. Edit at less once of a week. 
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It’s my birthday. . .

And I’m writing, damn it!

It is 3:48am, and I’m sacrificing sleep for my true bliss . . . One hour of undisturbed block of writing. It is just my blogs but it is bliss. 

  • No one interrupting me just to purposely step on my nerve. 
  • No one asking if I am ok after I growl at previous person. 
  • No one asking me to cook or make coffee.
  • No one complaining about some trivial thing. 
  • No one giving me a random sports or video game piece of info I’ll never use. 

Just me with my endless head. 

Between lack of comfort, lack of machinery, depression, and no lights on at night, I haven’t been writing. Even now I have a creak in my neck, but I am getting some of my blogs done. 

This weekend my goal is to write three short stories . . . One must be a holiday story

Now I must get some sleep. 

My Long Term List

Long Term Writing Goals

 

Novels, Stories, and other writings

  1. Book of 13
  2. Book of Short Stories: Karma
  3. Type up all stories in Reddish-Purple notebook
  4. Naughty novel
  5. Finish and edit Tom’s work (Publish in his name with family’s permission)
  6. I want to write at least 5 new poems each month (60 poems total)
  7. I want to write at least 1 short story a month (12 stories total)
  8. I want to write something every day.
  9. I need to work Dragon story for my brothers.
  10. I want to be published a few more times.
  11. I want to write at 1 short story naught once a month.
  12. Darken Cake
  13. He Said, She Said
  14. NaNoWriMo 2011
  15. The Whispering Path (Reedit)
  16. The Whispering Path Sequel
  17. The whispering Path part 3
  18. Dragon Story
  19. Zoe’s Erotica
  20. Zoe Biography
  21. Charlie
  22. Sarah and Eric
  23. Angelo
  24. December’s story
  25. F on F
  26. James Story
  27. Smile in May
  28. Love Conquers All
  29. College Guy Story
  30. Book of Poetry
  31. Story of 2005 (Summer and Fall)
  32. Looking Back (Females from NR. Ashley and Tracy)
  33. Urban Legends
  34. Bloodly Mary
  35. Man with Hook
  36. Family Story Project
  37. Vampire Dream story
  38. SVP
  39. My blogs
  40. Random Short stories including fanfiction.

 

SVP (My Secret Vampire Project)

  1. Re edit Book 1
  2. Review and write Book 2
  3. Outline Book 3
  4. Write Book 3
  5. Edit Book 2
  6. Outline Book 4
  7. Write Book 4
  8. Edit Book 3
  9. Outline and plot and research book 5
  10. Write Book 5
  11. Edit Book 4
  12. Outline Book 6
  13. Write Book 6
  14. Edit and reedit book 5
  15. Outline Book 7
  16. Write Book 7
  17. Edit Book 6
  18. Outline Book 8
  19. Edit Book 7
  20. Write Book 8
  21. Edit Book 8

 

 

My yearly to-do list 2017

Things I want to complete by December 31, 2017

  1. I want 65 blogs divided into Writings
    1. 13 Writing,
    2. 7 Spiritual,
    3. 20 Personal
    4. 25 naughty
  2. Set up for NaNoWriMo
  3. November work toward word goal of 75,000.
  4. I want to post another 15 random things about me.
  5. Be finished with at least 75% of The Broken Road
  6. Work on Goals for 2018
  7. Working on a writing schedule

Finally. . .

I finally got my computer cord. Yay! *chair dances*

I have so many projects that I need to type up, print, edit, and rewrite. I’m so excited for my writing. It’s been so long.

Now I am sitting at dinner waiting on a year of updates. . . . it’s at 41%.

I just updated, my skype, AVG, and now windows.

I have a page to-do list while I update.

I hope to post several things on here.

Goal for self I want at least 15 more blogs posted on here until the end of the year. 

NaNoWriMo is next moth so, I know that I will have some setup blogs posting soon.

September to do list 

September 2017 to do list

  • Help mom with a professional letter for a grant
  • Finish reading “Greg” by James
  • Finish my novella trilogy Driving Lies
  • Finish part 1 therapy story The Broken Path part 1 ghost stories
  • Confessions
  • 3 erotica short stories
  • Work on unicorn story online and character sketches
  • Write 3 personal blogs per week http://beckyms1213blog.wordpress.com 
  • Write one spiritual blog per week http://spiritualbeck.wordpress.com
  • One to Two writing blogs per week. (posted here)
  • Work on fantasy football team
  • Finish my catfish story

People Series: Non-supporters: Questioners

2. Questioners.

They are people who keeping asking questions about your work and when you plan to get publish that they start to make you doubt yourself. Then you start to question yourself.

  • Is it really stable to make money writing a book?
  • How long do you think it will take?
  • Did your editor get all of your mistakes?
  • Are you sure you going to finish this?
  • How many publishers have you talked to?
  • Are you sure you want to do this with your time?
  • Are you sure you enjoy this?
  • What is is about?
  • Haven’t vampire, werewolves, ghosts, sex etc been done to death?
  • Are you sure it’s good?

The questions that really get to you start with “Are you sure” those are the questions that plant doubt within you. . . make you question yourself.

  • Am I good enough?
  • Will I get get published?
  • Will people actually read and like my work?
  • Should I really be writing?

Doubt goes into guilt and then guilt goes into fear. . . and next thing you know you are in therapy with writer’s block.

You need to let yourself know that there will be these people in your life. Use them to keep things in check instead of letting it get to you.

Instead of doubting yourself try to use the questions and making then into goals.

Is it really stable to make money writing a book? It can be, but you can do side jobs or part time work to have some money so you can write as well. You also make money writing. . . there are online contest for short stories or some magazines that take articles.

How long do you think it will take? It depends on how inspired you are and how determined you. Make mini goals. . . like within the first two weeks to have up to chapter 4 completed or a certain word count.

  • Did your editor get all of your mistakes?
  • Are you sure you going to finish this?
  • How many publishers have you talked to?

Just deal it when it happens. I do recheck my and other work, because I am that much of a control freak.

  • Are you sure you want to do this with your time?
  • Are you sure you enjoy this?

You would NOT be doing this, if there was not some kind of enjoyment in it. If you enjoy something, then it is NOT a waste of time.

What is is about? If you have to explain your story; they are not listening or they are confused.

Haven’t vampire, werewolves, ghosts, sex etc been done to death? Write what you like or know, others will enjoy it too. They are cycles in their fads. . .

Are you sure it’s good?

This question is worst question out of all them. . . this is the one that causes the most doubt. You need to break yourself from the haunting voice that echoes this question in your head like a very bad ghost. When you are writing do NOT think about how good or bad it is.

When writing draft one ultimate goal is to finish the work/novel/story etc.

Focus making things better to understand and to read when you edit your work a million times over.

Again do not people like this get in your head, just use them to help your goals and focus.