All situations can be written. . .

I was stood up Saturday instead of just waiting for two hours, I outlined part 2 for my book. (Yes, making the best of my anxiety, time, and my Nanowrimo prep.)

So I waited hours for the bozo to not show, and I was frazzled. What made it worst was when I gave him a chance after he begged for it, and I told him it would NOT work with the distance. Then after two hours of waiting, saying he was going to be there, he texts me saying: it‘s not working for me

No crap!

So what do my muses do? They nag me to write about it, and put it my novel I am working on.  3350 words later I have a scene to add into my story.  I know it’s before nanowrimo but I wanted to write while all feelings were fresh in my head. The migraine was worth the Saturday night of writing. 

Thank you . . . Muses (in no particular order )

  • Rebekah
  • Kelly
  • Emma
  • Chlorine
  • Starre
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My Long Term List

Long Term Writing Goals

 

Novels, Stories, and other writings

  1. Book of 13
  2. Book of Short Stories: Karma
  3. Type up all stories in Reddish-Purple notebook
  4. Naughty novel
  5. Finish and edit Tom’s work (Publish in his name with family’s permission)
  6. I want to write at least 5 new poems each month (60 poems total)
  7. I want to write at least 1 short story a month (12 stories total)
  8. I want to write something every day.
  9. I need to work Dragon story for my brothers.
  10. I want to be published a few more times.
  11. I want to write at 1 short story naught once a month.
  12. Darken Cake
  13. He Said, She Said
  14. NaNoWriMo 2011
  15. The Whispering Path (Reedit)
  16. The Whispering Path Sequel
  17. The whispering Path part 3
  18. Dragon Story
  19. Zoe’s Erotica
  20. Zoe Biography
  21. Charlie
  22. Sarah and Eric
  23. Angelo
  24. December’s story
  25. F on F
  26. James Story
  27. Smile in May
  28. Love Conquers All
  29. College Guy Story
  30. Book of Poetry
  31. Story of 2005 (Summer and Fall)
  32. Looking Back (Females from NR. Ashley and Tracy)
  33. Urban Legends
  34. Bloodly Mary
  35. Man with Hook
  36. Family Story Project
  37. Vampire Dream story
  38. SVP
  39. My blogs
  40. Random Short stories including fanfiction.

 

SVP (My Secret Vampire Project)

  1. Re edit Book 1
  2. Review and write Book 2
  3. Outline Book 3
  4. Write Book 3
  5. Edit Book 2
  6. Outline Book 4
  7. Write Book 4
  8. Edit Book 3
  9. Outline and plot and research book 5
  10. Write Book 5
  11. Edit Book 4
  12. Outline Book 6
  13. Write Book 6
  14. Edit and reedit book 5
  15. Outline Book 7
  16. Write Book 7
  17. Edit Book 6
  18. Outline Book 8
  19. Edit Book 7
  20. Write Book 8
  21. Edit Book 8

 

 

My yearly to-do list 2017

Things I want to complete by December 31, 2017

  1. I want 65 blogs divided into Writings
    1. 13 Writing,
    2. 7 Spiritual,
    3. 20 Personal
    4. 25 naughty
  2. Set up for NaNoWriMo
  3. November work toward word goal of 75,000.
  4. I want to post another 15 random things about me.
  5. Be finished with at least 75% of The Broken Road
  6. Work on Goals for 2018
  7. Working on a writing schedule

Therapy: Write about it

I use writing as a huge therapy tool. Version a (rough draft) of any of my writings are for me to get everything out. 

There are a lot of things that are illegal in real life, but nothing is illegal if you are bad guy in written story.

I will use my writing to get our feelings, especially frustration and anger.

 During editing, I will make corrections and write for the public, but version a is always for me. 

(Currently, just wish that I can get at least  6 hours of sleep each night or late morning so I can get so decent writing finished. )

September to do list 

September 2017 to do list

  • Help mom with a professional letter for a grant
  • Finish reading “Greg” by James
  • Finish my novella trilogy Driving Lies
  • Finish part 1 therapy story The Broken Path part 1 ghost stories
  • Confessions
  • 3 erotica short stories
  • Work on unicorn story online and character sketches
  • Write 3 personal blogs per week http://beckyms1213blog.wordpress.com 
  • Write one spiritual blog per week http://spiritualbeck.wordpress.com
  • One to Two writing blogs per week. (posted here)
  • Work on fantasy football team
  • Finish my catfish story

Stuck in a web of writer’s block

I had plans for writing everyday and post a bunch of blogs. . . it has not happened because as of Dec 30th circumstances had changed.

I hope to get things back to my goals soon, but for now please be patient with me. (I think I am writing this more for myself than my few, wonderful readers.)

Many of my friends on here have been asking about me. . . I am currently numb. I just helped an ex (who was still a good friend of mine) he had gotten a liver transplant in August and was good until his sudden death a week ago. I am still trying to spin my head around this.

It started with an exploratory surgery and ended 14 days later with my ex (still a good friend) dying of cancer of his new liver, in his stomach, and lymph nodes.

I just don’t understand, I was talking to him, watching him work on physical therapy one day and two days later in tears as they announced time of death.

I had been blocked because I had been busy going back and forth from ICU to my appointments and such . . . I little time to think clearly. Now I have time, I’m just stunned.

I due plan to continue with writing, but I just do NOT know how fast it will be. (He would have wanted me to never stop my writing. I hope that he’ll be my inspiration.) 

 

What Happened in 2016

2016 was a very challenging year. I felt really stuck and trapped this year, so I really didn’t feel I accomplished that much. I mean I didn’t even finish a book: writing or reading. However I have learned a lot about myself.

Things I accomplished in 2016.

  1. I wrote over 50 blogs in this page. (140 blogs throughout all of my pages).Links to my other blogs
  2. I have at least 15 followers. ( I hope I have entertained and help some follow writers. I also to get more this year.)
  3. I written over 225,000 words ( I know not quite the goal of 500,000, but not bad with all I have gone through.)
  4. I started Book 2 in my vampire series. (However due to some emotional issues; it is on the back burner for a while.)
  5. I have written two diaries this year.

Things I have learned in 2016

  1. I have figured out some of my muses. https://rebekahquinne.wordpress.com/2016/10/19/introduction-my-muses/
  2. I realized that winning NaNoWriMo doesn’t stop the world. It isn’t everything. (Bit does feel good when I win. I’m sad because they don’t work with http://www.createspace.com anymore.)
  3. I write really well in chaos, especially while visiting in the hospital. (I’m even there now.)
  4. I write way more than I edit.
  5. I am more of an adder than a cutter when it comes to words.
  6. I can not write well around who don’t support it.
  7. I was suggested to put my paranormal/horror/occult genres aside for a while. . . (until I figure the source of my depression and anxiety.)
  8. I will still write even though many people think I write too much.
  9. I give myself much more ambitious goals than I can achieve. (for example: write 500,000 words.) I plan to push it down to 300,000 words in 2017.
  10. It has been a very emotional year for my muses and I.
  11. I was easily distracted this year.
  12. I rather edit than clean.
  13. I need to realize that writing is for me. It is a good expression of therapy for me.
  14. I had a therapy book and/or release book before I started therapy.
  15. The people I looked up to were the ones who seem to criticize when I wrote a lot.